When the word Love comes to your mind, you think of different-2 things depending upon your physical and mental age. For some, it is a feelings of happiness and excitement; and for some it is a feeling of pain and despair. Rest have a feeling of loneliness, but for very few it means nothing and I would like to put myself into this category.
Recently things started changing. I would not say that I suddenly fell in love with someone, but decided that I would get out of this monotonous life and will try to look things in a new prospective. It is not that I have no idea what love is, my first exposure of love is from Cinema and Songs. For me cinema is love and thorough this love I got most of the idea.
"Beauty of it", "Ugliness of it", "how to fall in love", "how not to fall in love" etc.
From some (movies), I got to know how love is eternal, but some told me how it is not eternal and like other things it too fades away, it is a feeling after all and then comes my personal experience. I never loved before but I had seen people falling in love and then their experience told me how it is the most stupid thing ever because humans are stupid creatures, their love can not be exception.
I have seen them how they seemed inseparable and then their separation confused me. Does love really exist? Like other things in their life, love too is fragile. So, I decided not to fall in love. Then I started rejecting everyone who came with that perspective. Friends who fell in love again and again, I laughed at them, gave them so called practical advice, how it is futile, why waste time, ultimately you are going to have sex, and all you want is sex so why waste time on stupid love, and they told me how wrong I am.
When I decided to be open to Love; all the things I laughed at; came back to me. First comes attraction. Merely a glimpse of her gives so such pleasure that hardships fade away and it blurs everything around. It makes you want to hold that moment forever.
Now, I realize how people cross seven seas just to have a glimpse of person they are in love with, and when This feeling of love came to me , believe me; it was very strange. All emotions combined can not explain this feeling. It is like you are eating a dish and strange explosion of taste happens in your mouth and you like it. It is like you become a person who is combined of two person, you and your love. You start breathing air she breaths, eat what she eats. Love makes you like every stupid thing your love does. Now I understand stupidity of love.
And I firmly say that It is better to be stupid in love rather than be smart and alone. But as I said before, "passion for love" also ends like other things and then starts the real test.
Recently things started changing. I would not say that I suddenly fell in love with someone, but decided that I would get out of this monotonous life and will try to look things in a new prospective. It is not that I have no idea what love is, my first exposure of love is from Cinema and Songs. For me cinema is love and thorough this love I got most of the idea.
"Beauty of it", "Ugliness of it", "how to fall in love", "how not to fall in love" etc.
From some (movies), I got to know how love is eternal, but some told me how it is not eternal and like other things it too fades away, it is a feeling after all and then comes my personal experience. I never loved before but I had seen people falling in love and then their experience told me how it is the most stupid thing ever because humans are stupid creatures, their love can not be exception.
I have seen them how they seemed inseparable and then their separation confused me. Does love really exist? Like other things in their life, love too is fragile. So, I decided not to fall in love. Then I started rejecting everyone who came with that perspective. Friends who fell in love again and again, I laughed at them, gave them so called practical advice, how it is futile, why waste time, ultimately you are going to have sex, and all you want is sex so why waste time on stupid love, and they told me how wrong I am.
When I decided to be open to Love; all the things I laughed at; came back to me. First comes attraction. Merely a glimpse of her gives so such pleasure that hardships fade away and it blurs everything around. It makes you want to hold that moment forever.
Now, I realize how people cross seven seas just to have a glimpse of person they are in love with, and when This feeling of love came to me , believe me; it was very strange. All emotions combined can not explain this feeling. It is like you are eating a dish and strange explosion of taste happens in your mouth and you like it. It is like you become a person who is combined of two person, you and your love. You start breathing air she breaths, eat what she eats. Love makes you like every stupid thing your love does. Now I understand stupidity of love.
And I firmly say that It is better to be stupid in love rather than be smart and alone. But as I said before, "passion for love" also ends like other things and then starts the real test.
